Sorry for Party Rocking

I was, at first, shocked when I texted him and didn't get an answer. All my friends were shocked too. I at first brushed it off as hatred, but deciding that was true would indicate me incapable of learning. No, I have grown more emotionally intelligent. I have learned more about the non-autistic mind. It took me standing in the mirror today as I waited for my mom's cousin's, cousin to arrive to really understand what Ish and Ranger were trying to explain to me. Hartred would have elicited a response. People filled with hate don't stalk people on their main account turned burner for over a year (perhaps more according to Ish if he figured out profile views). They don't look at someone's account daily in search of answers and run away when you message them. That is the act of an fearful admirer. I looked at myself in that mirror and really came to understand how much it probably sucked to watch my beautiful face slam the door on him. Team, I am but a selfish human. If he did that to me and hit me up, I'd answer because I am autistic and not burdened by irrational fear that keeps me from facing pain. I guess I really didn't ever consider that I'm like a cool, successful, hot person when I was deducing whether or not his feelings were hurt. My feelings would have been hurt if he did that to me, but I would have answered because I'm not afraid of people. I'm FloGrown.

face card was bonkers today