I Am Stronger Than Kylo Ren. By How Much Though? I Am Uncertain

I try very hard every day to be the best version of myself. I do things that make me uncomfortable, I do the right thing even when it's hard, I talk to God every day, and I apologize when I don't do things the right way. However, some people cannot return this level of self-accountability and growth. They cannot respond to my effing text messages because they lack the basic human decency to honor someone with a reasonable reply. I am tired of it. For over a decade now, people have been spewing this Instagram therapy garbage saying that "you don't owe anyone a reply", "you don't owe anyone anything" , blah blah. It's not true. You do owe people something! You owe people the descency they give you. Anything less is frankly- despicable. I am but a little lamb in a field of wolves. My heart is kind, honest, and open; I try to keep it that way, but the wolves circle me with minds full of malice. With hearts belonging to Shaytan himself. They are low-life scum. Every day I choose not to stoop down to their level and every day God rewards me for this, but it is not easy. I was watching Star Wars today and I began to cry. To sob actually. I really empathize with Kylo Ren because I am so tempted to turn to the Dark Side. I am so tempted to unleash the evil I keep at bay on these lesser beings, but I do not. I am stronger than Kylo Ren, but if one more little bitch ignores my earnest attempts to do the right thing towards them, I'm gonna pick up a red saber.