I Saw You at WSP and I'm Sorry

Raven: I've never bad friends that all my friends have been super supportive and they've never fucked me over

Iman: so just stop hanging out with people that secretly hate you

Raven: I need to learn how to deal with the people in the room that suck and right now I'm just kind of sifting through all the new money garbage and trying to figure out who sucks and who doesn't suck.

Raven: watchu typing bro

Iman: I want to say

Hey, I keep thinking about how I saw you at WSP and I wanted to say hello to you, but I was so afraid to. I really regret it. I get so afraid of you and I'm super cowardly about it. I just want you to know that I'm not doing it to snub you or be mean. I hadn't really seen you since I started working at the school last year and I had just spent hours writing these notes for random people for the theater, so I was already feeling humiliated. Then I looked up and you were there and your hair was different, and I was like "wow he's letting it be curly. I've never seen it like that irl", and then you looked up and I felt like a creep and I was like "oh god he's gonna think I'm crazy". And I know the last thing I said was "if you see me in the street don't talk to me" which was so wild because I loved to talk to you I was just afraid of what you were going to say. Which is why it's bothering me so much that I treated you like that. You don't deserve to be ignored. I'm really sorry :/

Raven: i was like jesus christ what has this girl been typing for TEN minutes

ok lemme read

take out the i get so afraid of you

for dignity purposes

you make your intentions very clear

so it isn’t even needed

Iman: For my dignity?

Raven: i don’t mean that literally

it's more like

you've made it very clear that you were just embarrassed etc etc so many times in that par

i think it isn't needed to say you get scared of him

i don't think anyone will die if u keep it

but it could just be like afraid of me? you literally told me not to talk to you tf

which he PROB WONT DO

everything else is great

it's not the end of the world if u keep that sentence

Iman: Idk he used to ask me why I was so afraid of him

And I was like damn "how does he know"

Raven: so i think it would be good to not bring that up

he doesn’t want you to be afraid of him

Iman: Ohhhhh

I didn't think that

Raven: don’t say ANYTHING that is even remotely linked to some shit you used to say before

yeah hoe da eff

Iman: I was thinking he understands that I'm afraid of him because he's beautiful and has a lot of aura

Like a biblically accurate angel

Or Edward Cullen

Raven: no good guy wants that shit

maybe he did(understand)?? i wouldn’t know cause i wasn’t there but he could know

but since there’s been so many misunderstandings

Iman: He probably didn't he doesn't read fiction

Raven: just leave that (afraid of) alone

cause he very easily could’ve been like…i don’t wanna be this scary thing

You sent that shit????

Iman: no

It's bad to send it at 2am right

Like cowardly

I need to do it during serious, grown up, no longer afraid adult hours

Raven: i don’t know if it’s cowardly but i think the good thing to do would be during daylight hours or like the evening atleast so it doesn’t bomb his day

i’m an anxious person i’m like ahhh what if it ruins their day and derails everything

Iman: What if he cares so little that it doesn't effect his day at all

Waaaaaa

Raven: bitch be quiet

ain’t nobody staring that hard

and not caring

that doesn’t make any sense

can you afford to do this tom foolery tomorrow btw

u and brittyn both

Iman: I may have ignored $@719, but you put him in the same box as *******

Raven: brittyn is playing with her life

pls god show her the light

Iman: I'm gonna send at 4:00 pm right because I leave to meet up with my employee in Madison that way I'll be occupied

Raven: maybe mute that shit so u don’t see the message on ur watch and have a robot meltdown

and start malfunctioning in the streets

omg ur life is about to change :D

Iman: or he's gonna ignore me

Raven: i cancelled my plans for tomorrow lol

Iman: Thank god, I need you to help me hit send